uh. i really don’t know. i like how he’s so out of control. like really, he landed a job at mtv and he still didn’t give a shit. he sets hotel rooms on fire and smokes on the runway and he still couldn’t care less. plus, i find him really attractive in all his lanky boyness-ness. and his voice is sexy also. i can’t really tell you what it is, but he just rubs me the right way. just looking at him makes me happy for some strange reason. idk… he’s just my muse. i’d probably never be able to hang out with him though, he’d annoy the living day out of me, lol